The last few weeks haven’t been the easiest—physically, mentally, or creatively—but I’ve been pushing through, and cutting out nicotine has been one of the hardest (and best) steps I’ve taken. It’s been a challenge, but day by day I’m feeling clearer, more focused, and genuinely excited about what I’m building next.

Lately I’ve been deep in my “home improvement arc,” fixing things around the house, updating the website, and giving the stream room a full makeover. Slowly but surely, the space is turning into the cozy, high-tech little hub I’ve always wanted.

And the best part? Streams are officially coming back—possibly even tonight. I’ve missed going live so much, and I’m thrilled to return with both VTuber and IRL content. It feels good to feel like myself again, to rebuild my space and my habits, and to step back into the things I love with a fresh start.

As for this Membership page. I am trying ot figure out what I want to use it for. I like the idea of using it like a blog. I still enjoy making artwork, but I have been on a crochet binge lately, too. Let me know what you'd like to see, whether it's here or in my videos. I'd like to be able to incorporate what you want to see with what I want to create.

A big thank you to everyone that has been in my corner through and through. I'm glad to have gotten to this point, and I am confident for what is to come!

Here’s to progress, one messy but meaningful step at a time. See you soon.

~ Zaro/Jess

Vacation was great, but wow—it definitely took more out of me than I expected. I’m still recovering and working on getting back into the swing of things (especially fixing my sleep schedule).

This week is also a little extra chaotic because I’m watching my mum’s dog, so my hands are pretty full! That said, I do have two videos planned for the end of the week, and I’m doing my best to ease back into content and routine things little by little.

We’ll be back to normal next week with streams, uploads, and all the usual fun stuff. Thanks so much for your patience and for sticking with me. Much Love! ~ Jess/Zaro

AS A NOTE: We are on vacation this week! I may not be posting so much during this time. I'm thinking about posting some photos here when we get back, too.

Merch update when we get back home.

And after some travel recovery, we're back on the grind!

Thanks everyone for your support! Much loves

- Jess/Zarolina